Heart of Worship

As I read for today I was convicted if my attitude toward worship. And not just in one area. I asked myself when I am up leading, what is my drive?  When I  part of the congregation, why do I participate? When I pray, what is my focus?  I came to the conclusion that even though I tell myself and others that my drive, goal, focus is God but I too often find that it is me. It is a continual struggle and battle that I face.